I thought it might be useful
Many years ago when I was about ten years old and the earth's surface had just begun to cool -- or so it seems now -- I attended class at PS148 where I met a Miss Katz whose many and varied neurotic 'difficulties' had been overlooked by the NY Public School authorities when they decided that she should be crowned with the title of 'teacher.' Unfortunately the head which wore that crown was filled with so many wiring problems that the children who were assigned to her were hard put to learn anything and were sorely tormented in the process.
On one occasion our Miss Katz slapped a young girl classmate of mine who was French and did not yet speak English fluently enough for our tormentor (yes, Renee, if you ever read this please know that I still remember that day and your tears). The matter was resolved when my classmate's mother visited the school, entered into conversation with Miss Katz in the hallway outside our classroom and, somehow, was unable to prevent our 'teacher' from falling down a flight of stairs. The mother had survived Hitler's extermination camps and, quite apparently, knew how to deal with the Miss Katz's of this world in a definitive manner.
I did not possess such skills, however, and Miss Katz simply terrified me as was her intent. I travelled to school each morning in great fear of what would happen to me that day and wended my way home in fear of the day to follow. Finally I decided to run away. I left a note for my parents and walked from 90th St. and 34th Ave. all the way to Flushing Meadow park where I spent the day thinking what I might do next; the thought of suicide was not absent from a child's mind. Finally it began to grow dark and so, like many another runaway -- Beaver Cleaver comes to mind -- I began to walk home. That week I was taken out of Miss Katz's classroom and placed into a more hospitable -- and sane -- environment but I never forgot Miss Katz or the terrors which she had caused to well up inside me.
At seventy four years of age I'm very glad to have the opportunity to tell this story to whomever reads or writes here. I've never told it before -- ashamed to I guess -- and it strikes me that it may help some others, with similar experiences, to make a certain peace within themsleves.